No one believes me when I say I do nothing.

If i’m not out.. out being school, work, or a club at school.. i’ll do.nothing. I can smile and laugh and make you do the same but how the hell does that make me happy? I’ve shown you what you want to see, and shown myself what i’d like to be. I really know I’m not shit but a piece of it. But I can persuade myself to think I’m something more.